Alice is wondering...

Baby, it's cold outside I've told myself to write more frequently and among all recent events I am trying to keep this resolution alive. Well, this week had been quite intense; training at my new job, Christmas preparations, Christmas dinner, quitting my temporary job at a restaurant. Today I want to do something creative with earrings and maybe go to the city on my cute bike because weather looks just great. I also have to look through the notes I took during my training on Monday and prepare for tomorrow, as it is the second training day for me <yay!>. I don't want to say too much.. but probably I will anyway. I had this training on Monday and the only difficult thing was that the night before I had a shift at the restaurant. So I finished at midnight, took a shower and at 6am I was already up to make myself ready for the first day at the new job. This was the difference: I just simply prepared myself, had a coffee and left the house. By that I mean I even ...

There was this girl who decided she is completely done with working only to bring money home, while she literally couldn't stand her working environment anymore. She quit her job and began the search for a new one. It took her a lot of nerves to find anything. Sure, she had some offers men said she can't refuse. But she did refuse them because she is not just a pretty face to 'keep her image' to convince others she's good. She could be counting stocks in China now, flying from country to country because she closed a lot of deals, but no, it just didn't seem real in the end, there had to be a catch. She didn't find one in what she was offered in one restaurant. She found it a warm, cozy place with lovely people and by the way- serving her favorite kind of food. What could go wrong? Sure she was nervous for her first day but she was assured she'll get a training so no worries. Recently she started to work on her character as well. She decided to complain...

Experimental vision So it's been a while again. I have to tell you, I am the master of over- thinking things. I had it very difficult last week. I didn't even know how to handle myself. I was thinking about jobs that I've been doing until now, about the future, about my big passions which didn't turn out big yet. I got scared, that if I don't take control over my life and what I do, I'll end up doing something that I don't like. I am working since I turned 16. Weekend jobs, summer jobs, internships, first part time job, first full time job.. But I didn't get the chance yet, to do something I am crazy about. I've been writing articles for one website but I was too picky in their opinion I guess, so I stopped receiving assignments (all I did was making clear that MY name should be under MY articles). So, like I said- I scared myself. Once more, I got that feeling that I'm 23, so I'm young enough to do something with my life, but- I have to ...