Alice is wondering...

Ok, I have to start all over again because two hours ago I had a perfect post, ready to publish and then God knows what happened and it got deleted. I was writing about how people are used to making enemies and what are the reasons for it. From my experience I know that is all about ignorance. I remember when I was, let's say 10 years old. I had a good life. Sure we were not rich, I was raised in a two block complex in a big city. People were living in boxes, so we knew almost everything about everyone. But that used to be a rule for adult people. Suddenly I realized that kids are gettung involved into it. They started to repeat what they probably heard from their parents at home. So one time I go to school and I hear out of the blue things like "What, you're think you're better because your sister went abroad?". Everything changed. I was just a naive little girl who wanted to play Barbie dolls with her girlfriends while listening to the Spice Girls. It turned o...

Well, I've arrived in a very unusual spot of my life. I am happy with what I achieved. I have a beautiful house in the heart of Amsterdam, together with my boyfriend we turned it into a warm and welcoming home, we go together through all kind of difficulties and it's great. My parents are proud of me (which I never thought will happen), I keep on making money at work, so I can afford all of that.. And here we reach this point which I call "unusual". I'm working in the same place for almost 15 months now. I started low and climbed up a little bit. I had my ups and downs, but I was always devoted to what I do. Not that I'm making my dream come true there, but when I do something- I like to do it good. It has been like that with every job I ever had. Even if it wasn't that great, I put my whole effort in it. And now, where I am at I need that attitude even more, because I deal with people face to face, every time, with different personalities and charact...