Alice is wondering...

The title of this post comes from a song by Muse, called ''Knights of Cydona''. I recommend all of you to go through the whole lyrics, not only to stop with this line. This post you will probably not going to like. This one will be a bit sour and raw. This one will be about God. Or maybe about how there is no God. Around March we've been sitting in the living room, chilling. In one moment I showed Mattia ''The Last Judgement'', painting by Hans Memling which is a pride of one of the churches in my hometown. It is scary on one hand, ridiculous on the other and very majestic in total. I started to think about the meaing of it. So if you're good, you can line up on the stairway to heaven and if you're a sinner you'll go burn in hell. And in all of that chaos, in the middle, there is Jesus Christ. And what is he doing? Just like the name of the painting says, he is JUDGING people. He decied who to save, who to burn. Where is...

Since we came back from Rotterdam, a lot of things were happening. I am not excusing myself however I really didn't have too much time for myself. There is a lot of work, and the work is hard. I don't mind working hard but I mind when only half of the staff is working hard and the other half is acting like they're playing Risk or Monopoly. I am very far for glorifying myself, but.. People talk instead of working, people ask ''What do you think I should do, we received an email with inquiry for booking and blablabla''. What you should do? Fu**ing solve it! Then I ask ''Hey did you really do all those things from check list?''..''Uhm..no..but I will.. soooo.. I signed it in advanced''. ''Hey, did you already arranged the extra beds?'' ''Uhmm. no, not yeat, but.. I will''. And then I take over because I know it's not going to happen anyway, and then, for all the mistakes, the responsibili...