Alice is wondering...

Recently I've been exchanging emails with my brother. I asked him what does he think about my thoughts of future. He was telling me about his experiences, we were writing about family, work, adolescence.. and out of nowhere he wrote me a very long ''letter''. He mentioned that my questions about stepping into an adult life reminded him about his own thoughts when he was my age. He wrote about people, about philosophy, about Vonnegut. Suddenly I felt like I've found a soulmate. I mean, how cool it is to have an older brother with who you can share your concenrs while having a glass of beer (or 4 glasses) and Pink Floyd in the background?! It is amazing. I always knew that he is very clever, but he has a huge potential which he should make a use of. I miss him very much, I miss his two blond girls. I miss the small one most of everyone because she's completely fantastic.. I am waiting for more conversations! Anyway, life's good. On Friday we're g...

There is such a song by one of my favourite bands Muse, it's called ''Hoodoo''. One of the lyrics lines' says:  '' I've had recurring nightmares,  that I was loved for who I am,  and missed the opportunity to be a better man ''. It popped up in my mind last week. It takes a bit more of your time to understand this, even more than lyrics of Nicki Minaj which I already consider most difficult in the whole music industry. Anyway, back to the main subject- this is how I feel about love. So many people are sure that they deserve to be loved for who they were all their lifes. In so many films we've all seen a man screaming to a woman ''Take me as I am, if you don't want me this way then we can't be together because I'm not going to change for anybody''. Well, hold your horses there. That's a great line but it's a cliche. Maybe you're a scumbag who should change his ways before he meets ...