Maybe so, maybe no.
This weekend was very strangte I have to say. First of all- I had both of the weekend days off. I could do a lot but since I always do a lot, I decided to spend it in any way that I want. So I did.
Yesterday I slept long, then I had a marathon of 'Desperate Housewives' (yeah, I just discovered how addictive it is about 3 weeks ago), I also invented an awesome lunch for myself which consisted of a full grain croissant, strawberries and watermelon, and I painted my hair brown.
Today however I got a visit from my sister and I have to say that we've had a wonderful time, talking about everything we could think of.
I finished 'Breakfast of Champions' by Kurt Vinnegut. I swear, I have never read a book like that. I mean, in how many books does the author put a drawing off an ass-hole? Or in which book that you recently read did the author met in person made by him characters? This guys sits in the piano lounge of an Holiday Inn and he is looking at characters that he created and makes them do whatever he wants as he is the creator.
I am quickly starting now with another book by Vonnegut 'Slaughterhouse 5' and I already feel that altough this one has a more serious background, it will be as amazing as the one that I just finished.
Lates news: I quit my job. Well, I still have to stay until the end of September. But I did it, and I have to find a new one. God help me to find something a bit more exciting since there is not much to do in my present working place. I had actually a lovely conversation with my GM. I had a feeling that it's not too much of a pity, probably because it's not recommended to show too much feelings for your employee, but it was a good talk. Mature and without pointing out what is good and what is bad- it doesn't matter anymore.
This job was a great start for me. It tought me a lot, gave me a lot of big lessons. Also money was good, but as I already discussed with somebody- it cannot be the only thing that keeps me there.
I have more than a month to say goodbye to people who I respect and admire (and believe me- there ARE such people), I have also possibility to get honest with things that I don't appreciate too much.
I had a lot of trouble recently with forcing myself to go to work. And I figured out that it's not normal, so I need to change it.
Mattia is a very big support in all of that. He is here for me even when I panic about the future, and that's what I am so grateful for. A lot of guys would run away when there is trouble ahead. And he is there for me everytime I lose it.
We booked tickets to Italy. It will be alovely holiday. 6 days in a molto bello country and on the day when we return, I'm going with my sister to see Roger Waters with 'The Wall'. Isn't life good?
My brother wrote me an amazing email. I would say it looks more like an article from a magazine than an email on a brother-sister line. It's written in a way that I wouldn't expect it to be written. Great. Smart, bright, bitter and true. Straight to the point. Mainly about how could the reach people just simply give 1% of their earnings to the poor people to give a bit of equality to the society. But of course, this will not happen unless people will wake up and rage. Rage against all of the dickheads who keep their goods safe and allow them to collect dust, instead of using their money and power wisely.
World. It's a place where we have the possibilities to do whatever we want and what we do? We decide to take part in the rat race and nod and agree to all of the bullshit from TV, however quietly we complain.
It's a place where we should be so grateful for all the mineral goods and machinery to turn those goods in power, heat, transportation, but we prefer to collect the goods and not share them, and if we do share them we wind its price to ridiculous level.
Complaining should be the reason, not the result.
Ok. I am off to cook a dinner and enjoy the last hours of my weekend.
See you at work!
xxx
Alicja
Yesterday I slept long, then I had a marathon of 'Desperate Housewives' (yeah, I just discovered how addictive it is about 3 weeks ago), I also invented an awesome lunch for myself which consisted of a full grain croissant, strawberries and watermelon, and I painted my hair brown.
Today however I got a visit from my sister and I have to say that we've had a wonderful time, talking about everything we could think of.
I finished 'Breakfast of Champions' by Kurt Vinnegut. I swear, I have never read a book like that. I mean, in how many books does the author put a drawing off an ass-hole? Or in which book that you recently read did the author met in person made by him characters? This guys sits in the piano lounge of an Holiday Inn and he is looking at characters that he created and makes them do whatever he wants as he is the creator.I am quickly starting now with another book by Vonnegut 'Slaughterhouse 5' and I already feel that altough this one has a more serious background, it will be as amazing as the one that I just finished.
Lates news: I quit my job. Well, I still have to stay until the end of September. But I did it, and I have to find a new one. God help me to find something a bit more exciting since there is not much to do in my present working place. I had actually a lovely conversation with my GM. I had a feeling that it's not too much of a pity, probably because it's not recommended to show too much feelings for your employee, but it was a good talk. Mature and without pointing out what is good and what is bad- it doesn't matter anymore.
This job was a great start for me. It tought me a lot, gave me a lot of big lessons. Also money was good, but as I already discussed with somebody- it cannot be the only thing that keeps me there.
I have more than a month to say goodbye to people who I respect and admire (and believe me- there ARE such people), I have also possibility to get honest with things that I don't appreciate too much.
I had a lot of trouble recently with forcing myself to go to work. And I figured out that it's not normal, so I need to change it.
Mattia is a very big support in all of that. He is here for me even when I panic about the future, and that's what I am so grateful for. A lot of guys would run away when there is trouble ahead. And he is there for me everytime I lose it.
We booked tickets to Italy. It will be alovely holiday. 6 days in a molto bello country and on the day when we return, I'm going with my sister to see Roger Waters with 'The Wall'. Isn't life good?
My brother wrote me an amazing email. I would say it looks more like an article from a magazine than an email on a brother-sister line. It's written in a way that I wouldn't expect it to be written. Great. Smart, bright, bitter and true. Straight to the point. Mainly about how could the reach people just simply give 1% of their earnings to the poor people to give a bit of equality to the society. But of course, this will not happen unless people will wake up and rage. Rage against all of the dickheads who keep their goods safe and allow them to collect dust, instead of using their money and power wisely.
World. It's a place where we have the possibilities to do whatever we want and what we do? We decide to take part in the rat race and nod and agree to all of the bullshit from TV, however quietly we complain.
It's a place where we should be so grateful for all the mineral goods and machinery to turn those goods in power, heat, transportation, but we prefer to collect the goods and not share them, and if we do share them we wind its price to ridiculous level.
Complaining should be the reason, not the result.
Ok. I am off to cook a dinner and enjoy the last hours of my weekend.
See you at work!
xxx
Alicja
So the decision is behind you.Good luck.Vonnegut is done.I am hoping to learn something about people and Italy from "Set this house on fire" by Styron.
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