from letters to my brother.

Recently I've been exchanging emails with my brother. I asked him what does he think about my thoughts of future. He was telling me about his experiences, we were writing about family, work, adolescence.. and out of nowhere he wrote me a very long ''letter''. He mentioned that my questions about stepping into an adult life reminded him about his own thoughts when he was my age.
He wrote about people, about philosophy, about Vonnegut. Suddenly I felt like I've found a soulmate.
I mean, how cool it is to have an older brother with who you can share your concenrs while having a glass of beer (or 4 glasses) and Pink Floyd in the background?! It is amazing.
I always knew that he is very clever, but he has a huge potential which he should make a use of.
I miss him very much, I miss his two blond girls. I miss the small one most of everyone because she's completely fantastic.. I am waiting for more conversations!

Anyway, life's good. On Friday we're going for a weekend to Rotterdam, I just can't wait. Vision of being on the other side of the reception desk gives me thrills! What kind of a guest should I play?
No no, I will be nice, but I will use all of the benefits fully.

Work is work. But who piss me even more than people who don't speak up on meetings, are people who deny that there is anything wrong when they're being asked about it.
I don't know are they afraid, shy or what the hell.

Weather is awesome today. Sticky, hot, mostly sunny.. So we decided to take chairs outside and enjoy.
We had wine, I tried a Cuban cigar for the first time in my life.. birds were singing, you can hear other people also chilling on their balconies.. Such a positive aura.

And as a last one. I would like to say how much I love my friend Michelle and how much I am happy for her. She's a blessing and it is a true miracle.

That would be it for now, I need to find something particular again to write about.



P.S. From my balconies series, I upload a picture of Mattia. Gotta love it.

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  5. UnknownJune 26, 2013 at 1:54 AM

    goddamnit i am becoming too old for that bloody googles or chromes or another shit.anyway we miss you too and looking out for another time.i can't sleep tonight so i am reading a book,listening to metallica and writing a comment for the third time.i didnt wrote an e mail yet because of lack of the time.and now i am so tired that i can't sleep.thats a comedy huh?
    oh,there goes "Too late,too late" on the headphones...

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    1. Arguments won under the showerJune 26, 2013 at 11:03 AM

      Don't worry about the email, you'll write it when you have time. It found Vonnegut's books, now I am wondering which should I start with? ''Too late, too late..'' I have now on headphones Manu Chao signing ''Todo es mentira en este mundo'', so ''Everything is a lie in this world''. I don't want to sound dramatic but it's true in a way. About sleeping.. it reminds me about ''Fix you'' from Coldplay where he sings ''When you feel so tired but you can't sleep''.

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    2. UnknownJune 27, 2013 at 9:52 PM

      Begin with "Breakfast of Champions".Last night was crazy and interesting in a way.The party was great,My Boss went drunk and so on...It is true that everything is a lie(what a phrase!)Just take a look at the things that people belive in.All religions,politic sympathies and other resons to fight or argue about are based on lies or fantasies which can't be true or possible to achieve-so in a way they are a lie or a dream that will never come true:Heaven,democracy,comunism,commonwealth,brotherhood of man,peace on earth and so on...ok.dead battery forces me to plug the wir and as you know the cat will eat it immiedately so ...see you

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