View from the afternoon.
It's good to come home. It's good to feel that you ''landed'' in the right place, finally.
Poland was great. I met almost everybody that I was ment to. I spent quality time with my family (maybe less with my dad, however especially with my brother and his daughter).
The weather was surprisingly beautiful, my city changed again, even block that our apartment is in got painted.
I have no words to describe how much I've missed my friends and family. But what is strange.. Altough I went to Poland only for a week.. I have a feeling that it was enough.
Only person who I cried about is Laura (my brother's daughter). That kid is amazing. Not only is she beautiful and cute, she is also supersmart and she's not even 4 years old. Talking to her, listening to her stories.. I felt like I've found a new friend. And it was hard to let go, especially when she asked when am I coming again. I am a strong person, but I had tears in my eyes when we said goodbye to each other.
Well, I guess it is one of the cosequences of making a decision to have your life away from hometown.
I was thinking about what one of my colleagues told me once at work. It was soemthing like :'' I went to my hometown last weekend and oh my God.. I met so many of my old friends who I've missed (blahblahblah)''. So I asked how far is the hometown from here.. The answer was ''One hour with a train, so you know, not so convenient''. My blood was boiling at this moment. What the hell are you talking about? If I would live so close to my hometown.. Oh people, get yourself together!
Anyway, I came back, to BatMatt and Nancy and altough I had a difficult trip (I will tell you all about it later) I was the most happy person in the world. We had so much to tell to each othet, so many news, gossips, opinions, facts. And I have to say.. Maybe it's good for a relationship to have a break like that once in a while. It feels like we just met, everything was fresh and new again. We didn't see each other for 2 weeks. Honestly..? I missed him, but the worst moments were when we talked on Skype. Because then I was realizing how much I value his presence in my life. He is my man, however stupid it may sound for some of you. He is the guy that I come home to, he is the reason why I am the person I always wanted to be. We can scare each other with some opinions, we can ease ourselves with explaining them, we can be best friends, lovers and dudes at the same time. We are who we want to be and we respect that. There are thngs we discussed a bit when we met after our ''holidays'' and I am surprised an happy to hear what he has to say, because it's amazing. We make decisions, sometimes hard but I don't regret any of them. I look forward to the future, I am curious but I am patient.
By the way, day before going to Poland I had a meeting with our GM about my new contract..
I finally got offered a full time contract! So like all other people I will be able to get a steady salary every month, plan long holiday and get paid for it and in case of getting sick I will also get paid.
It makes everything a little bit easier and secure. And it happened in the right moment, because I started to doubt about my ''career'' there. But now that I am in a posession of a full time contract- I feel more power to do, what I do for a living!
Spring is in bloom, it jumps out of every corner surprising us with more and more beautiful views, venues and stories. Let me get as much as possible from it!
I am ready.
xxx
Poland was great. I met almost everybody that I was ment to. I spent quality time with my family (maybe less with my dad, however especially with my brother and his daughter).
The weather was surprisingly beautiful, my city changed again, even block that our apartment is in got painted.
I have no words to describe how much I've missed my friends and family. But what is strange.. Altough I went to Poland only for a week.. I have a feeling that it was enough.
Only person who I cried about is Laura (my brother's daughter). That kid is amazing. Not only is she beautiful and cute, she is also supersmart and she's not even 4 years old. Talking to her, listening to her stories.. I felt like I've found a new friend. And it was hard to let go, especially when she asked when am I coming again. I am a strong person, but I had tears in my eyes when we said goodbye to each other.
Well, I guess it is one of the cosequences of making a decision to have your life away from hometown.
I was thinking about what one of my colleagues told me once at work. It was soemthing like :'' I went to my hometown last weekend and oh my God.. I met so many of my old friends who I've missed (blahblahblah)''. So I asked how far is the hometown from here.. The answer was ''One hour with a train, so you know, not so convenient''. My blood was boiling at this moment. What the hell are you talking about? If I would live so close to my hometown.. Oh people, get yourself together!
Anyway, I came back, to BatMatt and Nancy and altough I had a difficult trip (I will tell you all about it later) I was the most happy person in the world. We had so much to tell to each othet, so many news, gossips, opinions, facts. And I have to say.. Maybe it's good for a relationship to have a break like that once in a while. It feels like we just met, everything was fresh and new again. We didn't see each other for 2 weeks. Honestly..? I missed him, but the worst moments were when we talked on Skype. Because then I was realizing how much I value his presence in my life. He is my man, however stupid it may sound for some of you. He is the guy that I come home to, he is the reason why I am the person I always wanted to be. We can scare each other with some opinions, we can ease ourselves with explaining them, we can be best friends, lovers and dudes at the same time. We are who we want to be and we respect that. There are thngs we discussed a bit when we met after our ''holidays'' and I am surprised an happy to hear what he has to say, because it's amazing. We make decisions, sometimes hard but I don't regret any of them. I look forward to the future, I am curious but I am patient.
By the way, day before going to Poland I had a meeting with our GM about my new contract..
I finally got offered a full time contract! So like all other people I will be able to get a steady salary every month, plan long holiday and get paid for it and in case of getting sick I will also get paid.
It makes everything a little bit easier and secure. And it happened in the right moment, because I started to doubt about my ''career'' there. But now that I am in a posession of a full time contract- I feel more power to do, what I do for a living!
Spring is in bloom, it jumps out of every corner surprising us with more and more beautiful views, venues and stories. Let me get as much as possible from it!
I am ready.
xxx
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