Random stuff.
As I already mentioned so many times- my life is not bad. I have everything and if I want to, I can reach for whatever I want. It's just the small problems on the way that I need to solve. Sometimes there are things that ''we'' need to solve. Because, oh well, you can say ''this is my problem, not yours". Ok, totally agree on that, but you know that I can't close my eyes on your problems. I don't want to, I don't know how to.
I see ''us'' for the future, so I will do everything what's possible to help you solve it.
Maybe I am a little bit strange sometimes, that's true. But thank God I am.
I am sitting in my kitchen which is a total mess today, I have Mr Koala next to me, and he thinks it's ok to write whatever I want. So today, it will be about being who you want to be.
During last weeks I have learnt not to care about what people think. There is only one person who's opinion is very valuable to me because it's conditional, and because I can't let my relation with that person go wrong. No, I wouldn't be able to afford that. But I found out few important things.
We judge people by the actions they take or by their habits. We judge them because they like different music, because they dress different, because they are in love with things we hate or that we laugh about.
I have learnt my lesson well, and making long story short, it's about ''not giving a single fuck" about what others say or think.
You can make a big misjudgement by leaving people behind because of some superficial opinion.
You are yourself, let others do the same.
I know that girl who made a lot of stupid decisions recently and everybody thinks she's crazy. Well personally I also think so, but hey, let her be that way. Maybe she got lost? Sure, in my mind I will still call her a bitch, but I will never say she's a bad person.
I know that guy who pushed it too far and lost everything, but I'm not saying he's bad, I would say he needs to put it all together just for himself.
I know a woman who has a lot but not the things that you really search for in life, and who inside is deeply unhappy but she covers it up with glossy lipstick. But back off, she's a grat person on the inside.
I know a girl who made a very dangerous mistake which could cost her job that she actually likes and losing some friends. But thank God, people were good to her and still gave her a chance, so they could see they misjudged her as well.
We all learn on our mistakes. Some of them are really bad and painful, some of them keep on growing aside to burst later with a big bang. But they make us stronger.
We don't have to all love each other, hell no. We even shouldn't. But give people a chance, try to undersand what is the reason they act like they don't know what's important in life.
Sooner or later, they will find out.
But don't think that I'm so super easy going with all the things I notice on Facebook. Sometimes I can't explain some things in my head. Recently..
I have always been too mature for my age. When I think that next Monday I will turn 22 I feel like time stopped somewhere on the way. There are not so many people my age with who I get on really well.
I see a lot of my friends from Poland already being engaged, pregnant, getting married.
Don't think that I never think about these things! Sure I hope that one day it all will happen to me. I mean you know, the whole ''settle down'' thing and having a baby Victoria in my belly so that I can finally eat whatever I fuckin' want and excusing myself that it's because I'm pregnant (hahaha I will be an awesome parent :p ...).
But for Christ's sake, not yet.
You are 21 and pregnant. You are 21 and have 2 children. You get married because (whooopsie!) the condom broke and now you have 9 months to grow up. You are 21 and you say ''yes''. You can't afford a house, no good job, but you get already a second girl in your life pregnant and you are so proud of it that you post shit about it on facebook. And then, I am having my awesome self cooked dinner, I am drinking red wine, I light up a cigarette and then, right in my face somebody posts a picture of the new born baby. Look, it's really cute. But don't you wish for few more years of staying up late because you're f.ex. at a party, than staying up late because your baby can't stop crying? Come on, don't try to convince me you do.
Sure, your body is ready, but with your mentality.. come oooon!
Once I did a scary thing. I remember hanging out in the hall of my high school on a break. A pregnant girl crossed our way and one of the most shallow girls said ''Look at her, someody forgot to use a condom". And I said ''Shut up, shit happens, what if it would happen to you?" And so the bitch replied "That's why I use pills, so nothing like that will happen to me".
Well, what I told her was "Look, none of the contraception methods gives you a 100% safety, you never know, so don't be so sure". She was like ''yeah, wtf, whatever". Year after she gave birth to her first baby.
BURNED! No seriously. I think that one was karma.
Anyway, I have learnt a lot but I still need to work on my temper. Because my reaction to bullshit is really fast. So yeah, I respect your decision of forming a family at age of 21 with no perspectives, but I do not understand it. Thank God, I don't have to.
Anyway, there are few random lines of the week that I need to mention:
''.. they know, because they live in Amsterdam!''
" I need to count really good. How many days are there until the end of the world?"
Of course I will never forget how many strange jackets Scotch&Soda sells online.
And one of my best answers I could ever create, which was *buuuuuurp*
Thank you so much.
I see ''us'' for the future, so I will do everything what's possible to help you solve it.
Maybe I am a little bit strange sometimes, that's true. But thank God I am.
I am sitting in my kitchen which is a total mess today, I have Mr Koala next to me, and he thinks it's ok to write whatever I want. So today, it will be about being who you want to be.
During last weeks I have learnt not to care about what people think. There is only one person who's opinion is very valuable to me because it's conditional, and because I can't let my relation with that person go wrong. No, I wouldn't be able to afford that. But I found out few important things.
We judge people by the actions they take or by their habits. We judge them because they like different music, because they dress different, because they are in love with things we hate or that we laugh about.
I have learnt my lesson well, and making long story short, it's about ''not giving a single fuck" about what others say or think.
You can make a big misjudgement by leaving people behind because of some superficial opinion.
You are yourself, let others do the same.
I know that girl who made a lot of stupid decisions recently and everybody thinks she's crazy. Well personally I also think so, but hey, let her be that way. Maybe she got lost? Sure, in my mind I will still call her a bitch, but I will never say she's a bad person.
I know that guy who pushed it too far and lost everything, but I'm not saying he's bad, I would say he needs to put it all together just for himself.
I know a woman who has a lot but not the things that you really search for in life, and who inside is deeply unhappy but she covers it up with glossy lipstick. But back off, she's a grat person on the inside.
I know a girl who made a very dangerous mistake which could cost her job that she actually likes and losing some friends. But thank God, people were good to her and still gave her a chance, so they could see they misjudged her as well.
We all learn on our mistakes. Some of them are really bad and painful, some of them keep on growing aside to burst later with a big bang. But they make us stronger.
We don't have to all love each other, hell no. We even shouldn't. But give people a chance, try to undersand what is the reason they act like they don't know what's important in life.
Sooner or later, they will find out.
But don't think that I'm so super easy going with all the things I notice on Facebook. Sometimes I can't explain some things in my head. Recently..
I have always been too mature for my age. When I think that next Monday I will turn 22 I feel like time stopped somewhere on the way. There are not so many people my age with who I get on really well.
I see a lot of my friends from Poland already being engaged, pregnant, getting married.
Don't think that I never think about these things! Sure I hope that one day it all will happen to me. I mean you know, the whole ''settle down'' thing and having a baby Victoria in my belly so that I can finally eat whatever I fuckin' want and excusing myself that it's because I'm pregnant (hahaha I will be an awesome parent :p ...).
But for Christ's sake, not yet.
You are 21 and pregnant. You are 21 and have 2 children. You get married because (whooopsie!) the condom broke and now you have 9 months to grow up. You are 21 and you say ''yes''. You can't afford a house, no good job, but you get already a second girl in your life pregnant and you are so proud of it that you post shit about it on facebook. And then, I am having my awesome self cooked dinner, I am drinking red wine, I light up a cigarette and then, right in my face somebody posts a picture of the new born baby. Look, it's really cute. But don't you wish for few more years of staying up late because you're f.ex. at a party, than staying up late because your baby can't stop crying? Come on, don't try to convince me you do.
Sure, your body is ready, but with your mentality.. come oooon!
Once I did a scary thing. I remember hanging out in the hall of my high school on a break. A pregnant girl crossed our way and one of the most shallow girls said ''Look at her, someody forgot to use a condom". And I said ''Shut up, shit happens, what if it would happen to you?" And so the bitch replied "That's why I use pills, so nothing like that will happen to me".
Well, what I told her was "Look, none of the contraception methods gives you a 100% safety, you never know, so don't be so sure". She was like ''yeah, wtf, whatever". Year after she gave birth to her first baby.
BURNED! No seriously. I think that one was karma.
Anyway, I have learnt a lot but I still need to work on my temper. Because my reaction to bullshit is really fast. So yeah, I respect your decision of forming a family at age of 21 with no perspectives, but I do not understand it. Thank God, I don't have to.
Anyway, there are few random lines of the week that I need to mention:
''.. they know, because they live in Amsterdam!''
" I need to count really good. How many days are there until the end of the world?"
Of course I will never forget how many strange jackets Scotch&Soda sells online.
And one of my best answers I could ever create, which was *buuuuuurp*
Thank you so much.
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