Sono contenta

After 3 days of not being able to connect to the wi-fi in the neighbourhood I am back again!
So I can waste my time on facebook, watch The Walking Dead from the beginning and keep you updated (not that anyone is waiting for that but I'm still going to bother you with the stories of my life).

So everything is going in the good direction. I work a lot, but that's good for my next salary because my recent one is a shit due to my 0 hour contract and because I went on holiday.
I've been promised that my next contract will be full time so I will get all the privilages of it.
Next thing is that the apartment is officialy just mine because my flatmate moved out without letting me know when I was in Italy. Coward. I could tell you so much about why I think she deserves all of her upcoming problems but I don't want to waste my energy on that. It's just that some people should be sent to the moon on a one-way ticket. And she's one of them.
Well, next good thing is, that we got to choose our own gifts for the Christmas gift box at work, and I chose so many nice things (mainly for the kitchen but also nice headphones) that it really makes me happy.
Another thing: I respect my GM now, more than I did before. But.. when he told me that from 1st of December he'll stop with this function and we'll get a new GM.. I was more happy than children being treated with candies on halloween. What else could I ask for?
Last and the most important.. I don't really like to share my personal intimate feelings.. But I have a strong feeling that something changed for better in my relationship. I mean.. maybe I just changed some things in my head and it's better than ever. I am just so relaxed about it now, I understood few things, I felt them in another way and it's just amazing. Tomorrow will be hard because it's just another day in hiex with strange guests and my beloved GM behind my back. But Wednesday.. I have a reason to wake up at fucking 5am, I have a reason to go to work, I have a reason to stand behind the reception for 8 hours. Because I know that in the afternoon we will meet, we will talk and laugh and cook and sleep until how late we want the next day.
Besides a have a really interesting idea in my head so I think you will be glad you came, zero zero sette ;) <3

Nancy is back! I love that girl, she grew so much:)


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