I got the power back.


Everything fell into its right place.
Last week was totally all about getting my problems solved.
I can concentrate now again only on the things that interest me and make me feel good, instead of thinking what should I do to feel good.
I woke up today and there was nothing on my mind to care about besides what to eat for the dinner (by the way: don't you never ever buy Chicken Ragou from Lidl, it sucks big time!).
I had a breakfast, got back to bed, woke up, cleaned Nancy's cage, went to Lidl, had a dinner aaaand watched some movies. I found also time to take some self portraits, most of them not suitable for facebook, altough I am considering to put one of them under this post.
Anyway, the sun was shining and I was feeling just happy.
Sure, I've got my monthly girly stupid shit thing but hey, it's also a good sign ;)
While doing the dishes I was listening to Jenna Marbles' ''I hate being a grown up'' and it was epic.
My day today was nothing but doing hings that I didn't do for a long time. Like coming back to bed anytime I felt sleepy. So I did that like 3 times this day.
I wanted to ask my boyfriend for permission to publish picture of my polish ass here, but he suddenly disappeared from facebook so I will probably leave my ass for the next time.
I gotta work tomorrow early shift, Wednesday late shift... and then bitch is free!
HOLIDAYS, holy days!
Not to mention, Sunday: flying to Italy for a week, suck it!

I've just checked that tomorrow we will have another rain-less day, so I can dress up nicely and try to make my dearest bello go with me for a hot chocolate after work. With whipped cream of course;)

God I wish this blog would be more popular, like all my fb friends who can actually read would read my posts instead of asking me two months later ''heeey, what happened with you in September?''. And especially when I write about something truly important and put my deep thoughts here. Well now I have the green light, my front office manager deleted all of her co-workers from facebook so I don't have to fear anymore to write that ineed she is a Sex & the City wannabe.

Hold on people of good will, deep posts are coming along with new pictures!

~if you know what I mean~

xxx

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