Tell me where it hurts.

So, Saturday evening, I have preapred everything for another day of work, including lunch consisting of plums, apple and crunchy bread. Took a shower so in the morning I have more time and went to bed. I fell asleep quite easily but then, at 2 o'clock I've been brutaly woken up by the worst pain that I have ever experienced. My belly, again. Like a tiger would have eat it alive. Drama. I wanted to go and take my super strong pills but oh well, I was unable to move for quite a long time. Finally after crying and praying to God, the pain let go for a moment. I ran to the drawer, grabbed the pills and took immidately two of them. I tried to lay down back in bed in a position which would cause the less amount of pain but it wasn't too easy.. I had a head-ache from all of that and those stupid Osdorp young people decided not to give me a break and throw a party down from my window (not to mention they are doing exactly the same now which is driving me crazy, because even in Poland I have never heard such annoying laughters). The worst night of my life. So after an hour I managed to get some sleep but then, shortly after that my alarm clock rang. Hell no, I couldn't leave my bed even if they would pay me double that day at work, not gonna happen. I called my self sick and slept like a baby until 13.30 when my manager called me to kindly ask if I feel better because I'm in chedule for tomorrow sooooo.... Yes, I answered, I will come.. The only motivation to survive tomorrow is that bello will visit me. I can't wait for that to happen! I miss him. Sure it's normal that we don't see each other that often (especially since they put him to work inanother hotel) but sometimes I just feel like he is the only one to ease my mind. Talk to me, listen to me, hug and put to sleep. Makes me feel safe. That's why I'm really happy for tomorrow. God.. In a month I will almost start my holidays! Pack up and go to Italy! That really keeps me going and puts a smile on my face. And also the photography course.. Awww, just great! And according to my brother, my mom is not in the best shape but she is under doctors control so I shouldn't be scared to death about her.. Ok, I'll try. Anyway, Nancy is saying hi to everyone who reads this blog (come on, don't be shy, say hi back to us or press ''I like it!''.  Time for ultimate chill and some (hopefully) proper sleep!

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