Swinging in the backyard.

I think I'm back. I don't want to promise anything but now that my bello bought a charger to his macbook and we can steal wifi from the neighbours (or the school nearby, not sure) I will write from time to time.

So! Reception is going good. I mean.. there are still things that I won't learn, probably ever. But it's easy. You only need to smile a lot and be emphatic. Besides that- it's boring. Check-in, check-out, print, sign, have a good day, blablablah.


Apartment is lovely. I love coming home here. Sometimes I'm here alone, sometimes with Stevani, sometimes somebody comes to visit me, and- let's be honest- my Batman spends here a lot of time.
Sometimes I feel bad because the poor guy didn't go to his home for 3 days already. I don't want to take his space from him. We're free. But on the other hand.. It's so nice to come home, to him. Eat together, talk, sleep. The only thing that ruins my free time now is my late shifts at work because I have a lot of them. A lot. And come on, what can you do in the morning? Sure, I can sleep, go for a run in the park, clean the house. But I can't go shopping. And I don't talk about clothes. I mean groceries, you know, food, house stuff, and also I can't eat normally. Come on, put me on early shifts!

Anyway, I called my mom. I think she felt the spirit of the Olympic Games because she jumped on her back from the bath tub. Okay, she just slipped. She's alright, nothing bad happened but oh my God, that woman should really watch out for herself.

I am trying to put my mind on the right track, because I had a strange period recently. I was thinking a lot about the future. This year I will turn 22, and it's not that I'm getting old.. but I grow up. I see some things more clearly. One of them is my job. I don't want to be a rceptionist until the end of my life, or grow in the business. No. That's not where I belong.
But sometimes I am afraid that it's too late to follow my dream. That I should have been focused on it earlier, that I wasted too much time.

Ok, ok, I'll stop. I just need to figure out my way to deal with it. To enjoy and celebrate every day.

In music I began to be influenced by electronic. God damn, it's so good!

Oh yeah, and if everything will roll the right way, at the beginning of October we'll go to Italy.
Can you imagine? Me in Milan.. A dream come true!
With the right person.
I really shouldn't complain, my life is great,

xxx

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