Stiamo arrivando

A lot is happening.
I am moving to Amsterdam probably next week, I am no longer going to be the kitchen queen- they're moving me to reception and (what is the most important)- I'm seeing someone.

Ok, slowly. About moving to Amsterdam first. We are ment to sign the rental contract on 29th of June.
We have all the papers so we only need to give them to the real estate agent, then give the money to the lady which is renting it to us and we can move directly in.
I am very excited about that!

About work. Well, I've been called by my manager that uhm, actually they would like me to work at the reception from July. And I have to say that at first I wasn't so sure. I like my breakfasts! Baking, boiling, serving, taking care of the buffet.. But then I went to work, I reminded myself how much can it suck when you have to clean floor on your knees and I thought that maybe it's better the way they wan it to be.
I am only afraid that I am simply too dumb to deal with reception issues.. And I hate computers, bleeh.

And the last one- seeing someone.
I am too man-a-like to share my personal life with the internet and write clichés.
But I met someone who is in my head so close to being perfect that I am afraid even to think about it as the real thing. And I just need to share my feelings about it here.
My great girlfriend told me yesterday ''Not a single one relationship is a fairytaile, but if you go through bad things with someone who's good for you- it's a bit easier.''
I have to admit, I didn't expect so much. Because I never expect anything. And I guess that's exactly when good things happen, when you don't see them coming.
This morning was the best I've had since a very very long time.
It was so simple, but so overwhelming. Nothing what I've been through can compare to that.
Not ''over- planned'', not awkward, not pushy or disturbing.
Natural, easy, beautiful.
And it gave me strength and courage to face the truth and end straight-away a very chemical relation.
Actually, maybe not ''end'' but just.. I made things clear, and I am proud of myself.

I want to go for it. As I already said- he is good to me.
I don't want to hide that thing, I want it like.. ''full time''.

P.S. I love that guy from Burger King, he is there every time we get hungry after midnight. And he always gives me those ''curly'' fries!

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